1st week of July

 

 

First week of July~ 

Hopefully the weather was ok, 

not heat in sight so you can say we've been coping quite well. 

 

 Wednesday 1st  

 It was the day we started a new house renovation with my father so I was working almost everyday. 

 

Then in the afternoon I went to his house. He was craving a seafood pasta so we went to a seafood place I'd never actually go but I came to like LOOOOOL. There was no music so that was great. And actually, I was feeling myself being so relaxed & that's when I opened up about my friend who's going through a tough divorce & he also... brought up our vacations heh. 

The food was so yummy! The fried zuchini with tzatziki, the fried potatoes & the salaaaad. Yuuuuum! 

 

Then we also watched a match back home. 

 

 Thursday 2nd  

It was my second day at work. We had lots of painting to do & it went on until Friday of this week actually. I loved it! 

 

I was also catsitting my friends' babies at my home. The black one is Batman & he's such an angel.

And he second one is Leo, from the babies that got born last year, remember? He was the only male among them haha.

 

 Saturday 4th  

We met on Saturday instead of Sunday. As I got in the restaurant I saw his friend sitting there with his father (the one we had a double date with) & he welcomed me to their table. It was so funny when my charismatic passed by & saw us sitting together hahaha. Then when he finished his shift he sat with us & then we all went back home by metro.

 

I tried on his new sunglasses.

 

Gals... that night... I came up with the 506 theory.

I'm gonna spill it here as he's never gonna find out. It's freaky as fck.

 So I was resting on my belly & he had put his legs on my bum as we were watching the match. And I thought "Is he that comfy with me to put his legs like that?" & I felt such connection. Then I wondered if in the future, if we're together, whether I'll have the same feeling sitting like that with him. 

Then I tried to make a prediction & I had to choose three digits. I thought 365 days are a year & 600something are two years. So instead I decided to count with my fingers something & I landed on the number 5.

Then I came up with the number 506. Meaning 506 days after.

And I decided to choose a date so I can add 506 days to & land on a future date, so I chose the date we started it all & that was February 14th 2026.

I went to chatgpt & told it to calculate 506 days after that date & it answered me... July 5th of 2027.

Excuse me? July 5th?

I check my phone's lock screen & I see July 5th...

I though chatgpt was messing up but... it's true...

WHAT THE... 

 

Then I asked him if 506 is anything to him & he said no. Keep in mind I was shocked this whole time with this & I could not even let him know coz it was so hella cheesy. Then I asked him how football players get their numbers & I asked him what number he'd have & he told me he had when he used to play. It was a number he liked & that number was the number 15.

15??? You mean to say 5? 1+5=6? So 506? hahahahahahaahah 

 

Yeah I told everyone about this but him.

  

 Then the next morning I walked him to the restaurant coz he was working & I went for a walk to grab coffee.

 

 Monday 6th  

I took a nice walk that afternoon & I had a nice talk with myself. It was profound stuff. 

 

Thankfully I found the recording but I have kinda lost the feeling I had back then. 

 

 Tuesday 7th   

I was working that day & then in the afternoon the technicians for the tents on our balcony came to remove the old ones & replace them with new ones. 

My room got a really vivid light...

 

Then I got ready & went to his house a day before he leaves for his trip with his friends. We watched the match with his friend (that same friend I mentioned here) & we got some yummy pizza. It was such a nice time watching it all together.

 

 That night something memorable happened. He expressed a boundary, a value of his & I found it charming. Then something happened & I let him know that his strict tone made me feel bad coz it felt as if he was blaming me & moments later he apologized in the most gentle way I have ever experienced in my life. I will never forget this & all of what this gesture implied for his character. Which truly makes me question something else that truly does not align with the integrity & respect he showed that night... 

That's why I left this here because it's significant to me.

 

Then the next day, on the 8th, we went out with his friend from UK & it was my first time seeing him in person. We had our breakfast at Deos & you could see all of Athens.

 

Isn't it annoying when people find out a place you'd go for years & make it hip? We've got our plastic surgeon friend on that building, that's why. Then when they opened that restaurant-cafe-bar you'd have these annoying escorts asking you if you've got reserved a table on the front door of the building... as if they own it. I'm so pissed off by this. No, let me go to the 16th floor in peace! I don't go to your "in" cafe, for fcks sake! hahaha

 

 

 

 So he's been away but I had time to see myself more. His sparse communication is helping me be more into my own life as well. I've been doing a disservice to myself & my relationship though all of this time...

I have yet to express myself in its totality because I've been afraid. But rest assured that I will express myself & I don't care if things end between us. This will all stay in my blog as a josei manga coz leaning to art actually eases my pain. I wanna be 100% transparent about my values & my heart. So maybe in my next posts you'll witness a heartbroken Mel because they won't align with him but don't pity me because I would have done the biggest good to myself.

It's my heart above all.