My Gosh...

 

Get ready.

... I had a follow-up post after the last one I created where I was talking about stuff coz I wanted to update it but never finished it so I made that previous post private. Confused? Not as much as the following...

Pretty much on that post I mentioned (along with other life preferences of mine) that a friend, from our mutual friend group, asked me why I'm single. On my post I said coz I enjoy it & other stuff like if it's reciprocal love then yes, I'd not mind losing my singleness.

If you wanna read the rest then highlight the following. And then after two days we started dating. In the past I'd low-key get excited if any of our friends would mention him but couldn't care less if he was interested in me coz we're two different worlds. Yeah um, since day one I'd tell him to not expect anything & tried to cut him off many times because my emotional safety comes first to me, based on logic. Well, he has the energy of a playboy & that's how I'd always see him like. I tried to look past it, maybe that's the surface & I'm biased, right? I wanted to give some time to know beyond that surface I had on my mind. He was giving me some kind of warmth & then I got used to him. Human nature wow? Then he simply proved he's not capable of the basics & could not even meet me half-way.Some people seriously don't know how to end things peacefully & talk things out but instead go the other way ending up hurting the other person.

So~ all of this time, I was focused on self-care, work, meeting with friends, eating delicious food & planning things.

Not on social media at all, just checking instagram once in a while & watching youtube, checking pinterest.

 

Anyway~ right now I'm editing!

SEE YAAAAA~