Final cleanse

 

 

Well, I went to the last place left I needed to cleanse the past energy

 & neutralize it.

 

And that's the end of the series. 

 

I realized the power your own energy has. How you can control it & direct it. I did not want any other energy to control me while it served nothing good anymore.

I mainly cleanse a place's energy & neutralize it so it won't hold any hard feelings, does not affect me with memories when I visit again. Something could be lingering but a snap back to reality is bringing you back to your senses.

 

Oh cleansing. I mean, going there again & having a good time while being all glowed-up, flowing through it. Sounds simple but magic work is just simple energy, nothing grand & crazy. Just be intentional.

Words carry a certain energy as well & so I continuously make adjustments in my life. At some point in the past when I had to protect myself, I'd let my anger do the talking. It was not until the moment I stopped caring, coz a situation was outside of my own power, that I no longer needed my anger to take over. I don't have to react anymore. Not everything needs or is worth of our reaction. It's a crazy power dynamic coz through trying to control it, it controls you instead. That's actually magic. And I'm not talking sparkles, serendipities, romantic magic like I always do... There's a silent power in preserving, transforming & redirecting your energy. 

The last time I used my words as a knife was when I felt hurt. I'm conscious of such action of mine. I don't regret it mainly because if someone read through my words, could get I felt so disrespected. Using your knife is your last fight of screaming your heart out. I could take the flight instead like the other party but I'm someone who calls bllshit out. There's a very thin line as you can see & we should keep a balance. "Hurt people hurt people" as they say. Why me being one more person who adds to that hurt when I can rise above it all, send it back to where it belongs so we can all benefit from this energy exchange in the end of the day? 

Just like Snoop Dogg said in Brüno's Dove Of Peace...

"Brüno wants peace. Either we have peace or we gonna have a mothafuckin' war".

 

On a final note, one of the reasons why I don't really like too much information here n there & I'm away from social media is that words are being used carelessly. No I don't wanna see or hear anything I don't need to see from someone I don't know. Is it something that interests me then yes. Reason why I like blogger & why on youtube I only log in to my subscriptions page. I don't have to control in this instance coz I simply don't care even if something gets presented in front of me. Take these with a grain of salt. Just because it works for me doesn't mean it should work for anyone. I get crazy disciplined & I'm not the best example out there.

Life events, apart from offering us insights, are also humourous in their own way. Reminding us not to take everything too seriously.

Let's say even in the midst of chaos

there's always a strange "hidden" comedy waiting to be seen.

Humour kinda softens the edges of painful experiences & help us cope with what would otherwise overwhelm us.

Step back, let humour carry your heaviness a little.

Sometimes life gets so absurd that it almost feels satirical.

 

Depth & everything cute aren't opposites, they're two sides of the same truth, each softening & enriching each other so...

 

yeah~ let's get back to our cute stuff~ 

That was my look for the night~

 

I went to that cafe-bar-restaurant coz I love it. Did you like it from the pics I shared?

A brand new store opened up & I got heart eyes seeing these sheer dresses from PUCCI.

I adore sheer pieces with patterns, either lose or hugging your body.

Also this Coperni butterly dress...

 

The only place I could find this dress so you can see it is from a greek store's website. Weird.

Look how beautiful~ The cut, the fabric & it's in my colour gee.

 

 

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Came back after hours to this post to share one of my fave performances of SNSD

just because you gotta feel it as well.