Devotion

Sorry, I've got pending stuff I wanna post but I truly wanted to leave this here before anything else, as again I'm as light as I am darkness.

I've been so low since August 16th & I was almost sure this was about to become a breakthrough. I did not want to make any mental health sickness my identity but I did not push myself as the more you push yourself to "get better" the worse you become.

I adopted the saying "No matter how many times, I'm gonna try over & over again until I make it". And it really has helped me a lot. It gives me self-compassion, to not blame or be hard on myself. 

Would I do that to someone I love?  Let's say to my partner who already has it difficult? Who's already fighting with their mind? No. I would root for them. It's their own cycle & I cannot interfere. Instead I'd give my devotion & be with them. That's what I gave to myself & I found me feeling so calm in my own body, I feel accepted & that's enough.

I don't want to go down the dark lane of my thoughts about these previous 3 weeks, that's a private battle everybody goes through in their mind. Throughout that time I would try my best for my mental health. It was not until a few days ago that I got an enlightenment, which I do think it's totally random but maybe it unlocked something inside of me, who knows? But since then something changed inside of me...

Maybe there is no structure in your plans or whatever but KNOW, don't believe, KNOW that you're going to make it, NO, actually you have already made it. KNOWING you've made it already, don't you feel more relaxed doing the stuff you already do to make it all come true? Just do what is best for your heart's health. Creating new habits & of course adding the failing but trying again. Because, hear me out, if you feel like life's a mess, won't you embody it as well? Instead just know it's already accomplished & you're going to feel so put together haha Be your mind's boss~

Can we also take a moment to just breath in stillness the fact that we are alive here & now?

RBD creating a new song in the year 2023? Is this even real? Unfortunately tickets don't fall from the sky for me to go see RBD on tour or even Camila.

I was late into the RBD hype as we never had Rebelde air in Greece, somehow we'd only have argentinian series since kindergarten haha We might have the same childhood with argentinos & most latin america basically as we had every new telenovela.

 "Qué bonito que nos encontramos
Más bonito si nos abrazamos"