In my room

 

Let's go!!!

Whoah... been away for too long.

I have so many blog posts to check from some of you as well. 

Yes, another blahblah post kkk

I'm going to get serious with my blog from now on

as I feel more carefree.

Life feels good when you're being real to yourself, 

for yourself & your well-being.

 

I was trying to figure my life out, I made my step to go to Switzerland.

My brain got filled with super clean air & I thought more clear.

 

Long story short, I've had enough of lying to myself & going on with an act.

My plan since leaving Seoul was to move to Zürich.

I was 24 years old when I was trying to follow logic.

Be in Zürich to have a stable income so I can be able to visit Seoul as often as I want to.

4 years went by... I finally went to Zürich but... there was something off...

I was lying to myself.

As I said, years went by & of course my priorities in life, my whole self changed.

I was lying to myself that I want to look for a job. I'm not desperate though.

I do not believe in such energy because in my life, the best jobs etc. simply clicked, they found me.

My priorities & values in life changed.

I know what I want & what feels right, not what a certain demographic deems as acceptable.

And that demographic is not even my close circle so who am I putting up a show for?

I found illogical to simply book a ticket to Seoul. What for? Just for vacations?

All this money just for vacations & then coming back to Greece?

But the money will come back! You never know what can come your way! Your people in Korea, the places... don't lose time!

I've had enough of "logic" out of survival mode. Cut the crap.

 

Even going to Zürich turned out into something unexpected. 

I had other plans but something came up that resolved my family issues.

That was a big blessing that I had not "planned". 

Life works in magic ways. If one plan fails, something greater is on the way!

2024 was a crazy year from the start.

I'm going to follow my heart & go to Seoul.

To see my people, to hang out at my places. My soul needs that!

Why am I postponing acting out of what my soul feels right just because of survival mode?

I was not really living for myself. I wanna live for beautiful feelings, nothing else really matters.

I trust my heart. I believe in this feeling.