Lately

 

So from where I have left you, I'd do a lot but not much either.

I don't know how to explain this, I just chill a lot.

The world's been crazy so let's rest~

 

I've been going out a lot to have a coffee & eat.

So here are pics from all of these previous weeks. 

I did my nails with gel & added one big pearl star & heart on each thumb as they're too short.

From my restaurant outings with my best friend.

 

From the cafe close to my job. It had so many interesting snacks.

It was actually the period I started getting ice latte.

 

 

At the cafe the next day after my sleepover.

 

From the day he came to my house. 

We first went for a walk & coffee & then we came back home to cook.

 

 

Also one outing I decided not to post about coz energetically I'm not feeling it.

Although I already feel a little bittersweet about the contents of this post.

I wish I was feeling sweet posting this but...gals, I don't T-T

SH!T! T-T

 

 I don't wish to delete these posts when it ends haha coz looking back, my restaurant times when we were strangers felt so good & they were exciting.  

 

But it's ok, gals. IT'S FOR THE PLOT & I'm preparing the whole story

as I wanna turn it a shojou for you to read.

 

I feel too whole for half stuff.

It's so sad but fortunate, if you think about it.

Maybe that's how it has to go...

 

 You know, when I start missing myself... well, it means that something's off.

I remember years ago before my outing with a girl friend, I started crying & was feeling so off while my life was ok. Turns out my body was rejecting her energy as a person. And SADLY MY BODY IS ALWAYS RIGHT T-T

 

Gaaals, sadly... this is the eeend. hold your breath & count to 10 T-T

How do you end something when you care about the other person? You don't wanna accept it but what to do if there's no way forward? Isn't it the paradox in life? Or when someone dies, what do you do with all the love? 

Anyway, enough with the melodrama!

The weather's gotten so cold this week, windy with grey skies. 

So not like spring equinox & it kinda matches my inside.

We're gonna see real spring soon, right? 

Outside & inside! 

 

But the good thing is that I've finally gotten blessed with ideas about how to decorate a certain spot in my room.