Wednesday 27th 
I went downtown coz I wanted to buy a pair of shoes & some essential stuff I had to refill.
Then I was waiting for my best friend to finish work so we can go eat & the guy sitting with me at the bench started a convo & we were talking about our artistic creations. He's been writing stories & I also told him about my own story that I have got months to touch.
Unfortunately the indian restaurant we used to go moved to another area so we ended up going to a chinese-thai restaurant. Not a fan though *sigh*. Too oily, no spicy, too blunt FOR ME. I loved the dish with the fermented soybeans coz I'm a sucker for them but they were not enough, especially when cooked with big pieces of eggplant full of oil. Nooooo T^T
Then the girl I talk with from the vietnamese restaurant came so we can have a chat & look what we saw on the road. LOOOOVE IT! A party on the bus? So envious! T-T Some girls waved at me hehe so cute!
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Saturday 30th
His friends celebrated both of their bdays on Saturday & I was invited as well. Stop, so fcking touched when I get included T^T
Before & after.
10 mins before I go get my charismatic, I heard music playing from the distance. It was too crowded so I was hesitating to check but a guy approached me & we started talking. He was greek living in New York~ Usual Athens~ You always meet somebody~ And so we chatted, along with his friend who came a little later & then I left after we got in the crowded area. It was a radio event actually. Still nice coz it felt so lively~
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Venus & Jupiter~
The girls created a really cute setting at the balcony. It was also so nice getting to meet more people from their friend group.
That's when they told me a funny moment from last year's bdays with my charismatic. Heh so cute when others tell me stories with him.
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It was one day before full moon.
We got a taxi back home & the street reminded me of late night Fukuoka, you know me~
Kinda 80s vibes.
Sunday 31st
One of his friends was working at a bar, I don't know exactly what he was doing lol but we got there after his shift. All I know is that I danced a lot~
I actually was kinda hungry before we go to the bar so I sat down for the first time at the old restaurant I've never sat at. Funny coz that day I was checking out how the restaurant was like when it first opened. You see it empty coz we got there again before 12ish so he can get food as well before we head home.
Tuesday 2nd
We went for a "chill" drink. Yeah, not even. We started chill then we got way too loose as we also met some people from senior high.
Nothing crazy though~ One of the barmen kept filling a cup with pineapple slices haha. I love eating fruits when I drink alcohol haha
But again nothing crazy...
I went to the dj & told him that I don't wanna ruin his set but if he could whenever he likes to put some ANOTR. Then he did, I recorded it & asked the barman to make a drink for my charismatic. Then it was closing time & the guy we know was like "one last round of shots" & I was video recording at the time & I was like "No, *my charismatic's full name* would not like me to get sick so no, I'm not gonna drink it". And indeed I didn't drink it. Later we had a whatever time with my friend as from laughing like crazy to the point I fell down while also eating cookies, I started crying so hard & then I did some karaoke to her~ Normal Mel things~
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if you get what I'm singing haha
Thursday 4th
My best friend didn't have much time coz of her shifts & the stuff she needed to do before she leaves for her trip so we met for 1.30 hours at a cafe. Which was such a cute outing as we never go to any cafe to chill~ It was such a beautiful afternoon~
Friday 5th
It's the day my friend flaked at me, if you've read my previous post.
I actually let my original hair texture take over as it's summer & I can finally air dry it. Of course Rae with her post reminded me that I can also get my curls back so I got so excited to style them.
Monday 8th
Ah gals, I noticed my stronger feelings arrive when it's time to transition from my time with him & go back home for the week. I only get so much time with him (which is understandable of course). And because my nervous system goes through a little adjustment period (reuniting, settling into the feeling & getting used to his presence then time to leave this closeness) I just need some time with myself before I resume my own life back home. There's discomfort in de-attaching after becoming comfortable with him. I need to be alone back home or just see a friend just so my system can settle. Feels like a Cinderella moment when Monday comes & back home, I really wonder if our time together was real...
I know that if I saw him more often then the transitions wouldn't carry the same weight or the Monday would not feel that sharp. I write it from a place of understanding my own nervous system & not from longing in an unhealthy level. I don't feel sad about it, it is how it is~ If I saw him in the week as well, I'd look forward to it & Monday would not hide such melancholy. But anyway~
So yeah I went for a big walk downtown & met with my friend later at my area so I got back to normal.
Now that I said Cinderella, of course one of my favourite drama ost came to mind. I cannot rewatch it coz I get sad because my favourite artist is not here anymore. He was my first japanese celebrity crush. Of course I'm talking about Haruma Miura. Let me remember him a little bit with gratitude & not sadness.
Also... Last Cinderella... I can relate now... JOSEI AF!!!
Do you know this drama as well? If not, go watch it!!!
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